Posterous theme by Cory Watilo

Writing = Therapeutic

After what can arguably be defined as two of the best weekends of my life, I was not expecting to face an emotion I haven't been in touch with in awhile: anger.

I am angry right now. Extremely so.

This morning at 9 AM, I was scheduled to meet with my attorney, a mediator, & Unitrin's attorney (Unitrin's an insurance carrier).

Unitrin's attorney didn't show up until 10:15 AM. Furthermore, without ANY heads up, Unitrin's attorney brought along the woman who changed my life nearly 3 years ago. They brought the drunk driver who had hit me that fateful night as I was driving two friends home. Why? For no reason.

I broke down into tears. I haven't seen this woman since the night she struck me. The years of treatment, the months I was banned by my doctors from dancing, & the countless hours I had to take off from work to handle this case...I was reminded of all these events the second I saw her. The sight of her made me sick to my stomach & brought upon me an influx of negative emotions.

Hurt. Pain. Frustration. And finally, anger.


I feel disrespected by Unitrin's attorney. I'm writing because writing has always been therapeutic for me, and I'm trying desperately right now to let all the negativity go. But alas, I am human. Even as the anger subsides I'm left confused & annoyed. Hurting.

Just as I had hoped, I feel a lot better typing this all out. Time for me to get it together. I need a good cry.


Please don't drink & drive. For your own sake, & the sake of others.

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Apr 04, 2011
Ken said...
That's messed up. Yeah, get it all out. Feel better
Dec 13, 2011
Michael said...
I went on a date with your doppleganger, chicago not fun right now. Angry.
Life and music treating you well? I want to talk to you by phone. See that you are feeling better. My number is 1 646-570-6595, mobile for music and artists only.
Like the heart glasses, looks cute. Why is life throwing us these issues?

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