Posterous theme by Cory Watilo

Writing = Therapeutic

After what can arguably be defined as two of the best weekends of my life, I was not expecting to face an emotion I haven't been in touch with in awhile: anger.

I am angry right now. Extremely so.

This morning at 9 AM, I was scheduled to meet with my attorney, a mediator, & Unitrin's attorney (Unitrin's an insurance carrier).

Unitrin's attorney didn't show up until 10:15 AM. Furthermore, without ANY heads up, Unitrin's attorney brought along the woman who changed my life nearly 3 years ago. They brought the drunk driver who had hit me that fateful night as I was driving two friends home. Why? For no reason.

I broke down into tears. I haven't seen this woman since the night she struck me. The years of treatment, the months I was banned by my doctors from dancing, & the countless hours I had to take off from work to handle this case...I was reminded of all these events the second I saw her. The sight of her made me sick to my stomach & brought upon me an influx of negative emotions.

Hurt. Pain. Frustration. And finally, anger.


I feel disrespected by Unitrin's attorney. I'm writing because writing has always been therapeutic for me, and I'm trying desperately right now to let all the negativity go. But alas, I am human. Even as the anger subsides I'm left confused & annoyed. Hurting.

Just as I had hoped, I feel a lot better typing this all out. Time for me to get it together. I need a good cry.


Please don't drink & drive. For your own sake, & the sake of others.

Domo arrives in Jamaica.

A little explanation behind this Domo madness:
I was given a playa gnome named Gonzo in October 2010 by my friend Louis who adopted him. Gonzo was supposed to accompany me on my European adventure, but alas, Gonzo was fragile & I didn't want his porcelain body to fall to pieces while traveling with me.

Last week I searched high & low for a mini-Gonzo to take on my Miami-Jamaica-Grand Cayman-Orlando-Miami adventure. Sadly, I couldn't locate a mini-gnome...

Anyhow, Domo has become Gonzo's de facto body double, despite the fact that they look nothing alike. Domo's a little easier to travel with, so he gets the honor this time.
Right now Domo's getting ready to go ziplining in the Jamaican rainforest. But below, please find Domo's pictures of his time thus far in Jamaica! :)

Oh, & Domo's even had to attend a business meeting hosted by the CEO/President of AIG!

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HAPPY NEW YEAR! (Chaos + Resolution = Complete!)

Every Lunar New Year, my dad & I volunteer our time at Hsi Lai Temple in Hacienda Heights, CA.  Today was no different.  Waking up at 5 AM, I dragged my exhausted body to the temple in a reflective bright yellow vest, ready to serve as the liaison between the LA Sheriff's Department and the temple.  Months and months of planning culminated in today's events, and I was (theoretically) prepared to handle any and all challenges.

I must premise in stating that compared to last year, everything today felt like child's play.  Up to this point in my life, nothing has been able to remotely measure up to the amount of exhaustion I felt during last year's Tiger Lunar New Year.  Last year, LNY happened to fall on a long weekend, on a Sunday, and on Valentine's Day (February 14, 2010).  As a result, 80,000 people descended upon the temple in the span of 12 hours.  It just so happens that my dad & I are the annual LNY coordinators for all the traffic logistics for the temple.

A little background:
Each year, thousands of people descend upon the temple to make wishes for a prosperous year.  Most of them are not regulars of the temple.  The temple has enough space on-site for ~230 cars.  Approximately 40,000 vehicles seek parking spots during LNY celebrations.....

Which, as you might have been able to figure out, is a logistical nightmare.

So, every year it is our duty to negotiate with the Hacienda-La Puente Unified School District a deal to rent out their La Subida School property's field.  We then hire people to draw lines to denote parking spaces. 
To get people to the La Subida School from Hsi Lai Temple, we hire around 40 buses of different shapes and sizes.  We also have to hire around 50 Sheriff's Deputies & Reserves.  I figure out the contracts & draw up different plans for how to route traffic.
Then I approach the LA County Department of Public Works to rent cones, barricades, and signs.  With the County Supervisor's office, the bus drivers, the Sheriff's Department, & the temple monastics, we draw up a blueprint for where people are allowed to park and how we want traffic to flow during the day.

It's not easy and it can be a pretty thankless job, but someone has to do it.....

Some of you might find it interesting that 1.) I'm not a religious person (although I would argue that I'm spiritual), and 2.) I "grew up" at Hsi Lai Temple.

Hsi Lai Temple served as my Chinese language school for 13 years of my life.  I am indebted to Hsi Lai for my fluency in the language -- my ability to read & write was drilled into me by the Saturday school, after school, & summer school teachers who believed in me.  I also am grateful to the monastics of the temple for instilling in me the belief of "karma."  To this day I believe that everything happens for a reason....what goes around, comes around.  Thus, every year I willingly volunteer my time & energy to coordinate the traffic logistics.

Anyhow, I spent all day today riding alongside Deputy Wells who serves as the LASD's liaison to the temple for each year's LNY activities.  We were the dynamic duo last year, and again this year.  Things went off without a hitch aside from the 3 times I got yelled at by people angry that they couldn't park at certain spots.  And I mean truly YELLED at.  I mean, sorry.  "No Parking" means NO PARKING. <shrugs>

So, now that all the chaos is done with, I wanted to take the time to wish all of my friends & readers a Happy New Year! 
May the Year of the Rabbit be amazing, wonderful, awesome, & SUPERRRR for each and every one of you! 

& now it's finally time for me to catch up on some sleep......

"Inside" - Reflection, Introspection, and the Person Beneath the Surface.

Just began a wonderful conversation with a new friend, and it made me pause and think about WHO I am as a person, and HOW I want others to know & view me.
[Thanks Dorothy for giving me reason to pause and reflect!]

Admittedly, very few of my friends outside of high school and college know about my academic pursuits & professional background.  I've met most of my recent friends through adventures in music & dance, and these things are rarely discussed in the "get-to-know-each-other" conversations in these settings.  I mean, imagine a conversation like this:

Me: "So, who's your favorite DJ?  Oh, and how'd you like studying Comp. Sci. at CalTech?"
You: <Thinks to self: who the hell is this weirdo?  We're at a concert...and you're asking me about my pedigree?>

So who am I?
I graduated from GWU with a major in International Affairs with a double concentration in Asian Studies and Cross-Disciplinary Film & Media, and a double minor in Chinese Language & Literature and SocioCultural Anthropology.  I am a huge nerd, and was in the Women's Leadership Program and the University Honors Program.  I graduated a semester early with cum laude honors.  

On campus, I was heavily involved with student government, the intercollegiate Model United Nations team, and residence hall life (as a RA and Dean's Intern).  I worked on Capitol Hill, was a part of a Panhellenic social sorority, and was a founding member of a professional sorority developed for women interested in joining the U.S. Dept. of State's Foreign Service.  In my final year on campus, I was a member of GWU's award-winning orientation team and served as a senior interviewer for the admissions office.

After college I moved to New York City to work in the legal industry as a paralegal for White & Case LLP.  At W&C, I juggled 16 cases, focusing primarily on antitrust, intellectual property, and commercial litigation.  Although I was in the litigation department, I helped with several M&A cases and oversaw many Hart-Scott-Rodino filings.

My passion for music and dancing is obvious, but I hope to be known and remembered for so much more. 
I don't ever want to be given the label of "party girl."  That's not WHO or WHAT I am.

I am Angela, & I love music....but I am so much more than just that.
I love conversing about politics & diplomacy.  I was hit by a drunk driver.  I serve on the Boards of 3 non-profit organizations.  I started my own non-profit project.  I speak fluent Mandarin Chinese.  I think penguins are adorable.  Most of my friends know me as Angie.  I tend to sign off as Ange for emails.  I love to travel.  I'm a bit of a shutterbug.  I used to play CounterStrike for hours on end.  I still own all three gaming systems.  I was named after Los Angeles, California.

New friends, I'm glad to have met you.  Let's get to know each other outside of the events and the parties.  Let's get to know each other for who the person inside is, what we're about, what we represent, and what we hope to achieve.
I can't wait to get to know each of you better.
It starts now.

Grateful (+ thanks @celestronica!)

Despite all the craziness that's going on in my life, I wanted to take a minute to reflect on how amazing life is, and how I'm truly blessed.

 

To do so, I want to premise that I didn't learn how to ride a bicycle until my first night at )'(.

 

Here's a short breakdown of the timeline for how I learned...

Phil lent me his BMX bike because he knew I needed one for the playa. It was short enough so that my feet could touch the ground -- I was too scared for anything taller.

The bestie, Shawn (@shawn__jun), then helped me fix the bike's brakes. Shawn also taught me how to ride in circles around my neighborhood on it, because he didn't want his best friend to die in the desert from her lack of ability to ride a bicycle.

One of my close friends from college, Rob, on a spur of the moment road trip from Massachusetts to California to Iowa, spent an entire night watching The West Wing DVDs with me & helping me customize my bike -- everything from the funny faux fur to the basket to the crazy spinning lights. That darn basket took so much effort to attach, but we did it!

Jon (@jonhsiung) helped me fix up the bike, and offered up his car to transport it, nearly missing a seminar he had to teach. Jon, having the most knowledge out of anyone I've ever met about moving vehicles, offered his expertise and helped me make sure my bike was safe for the road.

On my first night on the playa, Tim (@timwut) & Khoa & Thong & Haz (@haztan) helped me on my first ever playa bike ride. I was sweating bullets, to say the least. I was nervous as hell...but with the guidance of good friends, I successfully made it to Center Camp.
Then, day 2 on the playa, Wayne spent the entire day making sure I didn't die from exhaustion on the most epic journey I've ever been on in my life .... to the "edge of the world." A 3.5 hour bike ride from Camp No Cure to Center Camp to the Temple of Flux to the perimeter. I did it. And I met some pretty ridiculously amazing people along the way....


Yesterday I was gifted a really great bicycle by a woman who knew I needed a bike for this year's )'(. Thank you Celeste (@celestronica)!! I can't believe that via Twitter I was able to secure myself a method of transportation for this year's burn. I am so grateful. <3


I seriously have some amazing friends, and I've honestly been super lucky with some of the opportunities that have come my way. Life is full of amazing treats.

People + kindness = this world is indeed a beautiful place.

 

And that my friends, is simply wonderful.

Hardships, Challenges, & Progress (a repost from Facebook) @givewarmth @opwarmth

2011 is just around the corner.  It's hard to believe, but this will be the 3rd year Operation Warmth is in existence (I was in NYC for the winter of 2008-2009, so unfortunately O/W was skipped for one year).


The amount I've seen this project grow is astounding.


In 2008, when I first started O/W, I drove from house to house to collect donations from individuals who wanted to contribute to the cause.  In 2008, I only had 1 shelter to donate to, the Fullerton Armory.  In 2008, I did the sorting & distributing of the donations by myself.  And in 2008, I went to the laundromat for the first time in my life.


The laundromat? What?


Back when O/W first started, a lot of donations that were collected were not nice & clean (or new) like the donations we've received in 2009 & 2010.  Unfortunately, amongst the items donated to O/W, there were a lot of unusable items -- everything from old underwear to ripped and dirty clothing.  I went to the laundromat to try and clean the comforters & sweaters that were donated that were unwashed but still usable.  It was quite a humbling experience for me, for I had always used the regular-size washer/dryer at my parents' house, and had never ventured out to a laundromat.  I'll have to (sheepishly) admit that it was a daunting experience for me; I had no clue on how to use the "7 minute cycle for each quarter" machines.


Back then I created O/W with the sincere hope that I could, at 21, do something for those in need.  I never imagined that I would garner THIS much support from family, friends, & the Southern California community.  In O/W's inaugural year, I collected ~500 items.  I was super impressed by the amount!  Back then I was able to count how many items I collected while sorting and bagging the donations...something I'm unable to accurately do now, as the collection amount has increased to be over 10x that!


In 2009, O/W received over 7,000 items.  In 2010, I believe we're well over 10,000.


Although it was absolutely exhausting, I'll admit that I miss driving all over Southern California to pick up items.  I got to meet people from all walks of life -- a kind 92 year old woman in Pasadena who donated her 4 extra comforters, a 58 year old mother in Villa Park who donated all of her grown up son's old suits, and a 71 year old man who attempted to donate his car (I couldn't accept that donation as I didn't know where I could give a vehicle to!).  People who heard me talk about my dream of helping other Californians out on my dad's "A Beautiful Life" radio show on AM 1300 and responded.  It was humbling back then.  It's even more humbling now.


One of the most difficult challenges I've been facing in the past and this year is storage space for the donations before they're distributed to the shelters.  When donations come in, they can't just go right out to the shelters because the shelters each have different needs & the items need to be sorted through for quality assurance.  Many of you know that I've had to store donations in my apartment.  I've been VERY lucky that my dad believes in me & the cause, and has lent me his offices to collect items and to store donations.  Operation Warmth would not be around today if it weren't for my dad, and I love him & am SO grateful to him for all of his support.  I still have to borrow his Honda Odyssey van every time I'm making a donation drop off, because only his car is big enough for me to transport items.


Also, I have to thank Sheriff Lee Baca & my dad for helping me modify O/W.  When I first conceived the idea for O/W, it was based on an observation my friend Joe had made in DC.  As he was walking through Washington Circle, he noticed a couple of volunteers distributing blankets & coats to the homeless.  I initially intended on doing something similar.  I had told Sheriff Baca that I wanted to collect donations and walk around the downtown Los Angeles "Skid Row" area distributing them.  He kindly reminded me that 1.) I'm not trained to defend myself in the event of an emergency and 2.) a lot of the transient population unfortunately has mental issues.  With those reminders, I started reaching out to shelters and asking them how I could be of assistance.  


And thus began Operation Warmth...


Last year, in 2009, a woman named Ann contacted me about donating brand new heavy duty jackets to O/W -- 3,000 of them.  I was so excited to have received such a large donation, but I was also confronted with the dilemma of how to pick up the boxes of jackets.  My dad stepped in and contacted his close friend Rick, the CEO of www.Meritline.com.  I owe Rick a HUGE "Thank you!" for lending me an enormous truck and a driver for a day to pick up the donations.   


On Friday, December 17, 2010, and on Saturday, December 18, 2010, Southern California started experiencing heavy rainstorms.  Still, about 3 dozen people came out each day to sort and bag donations at the two "Sorting Parties" Operation Warmth hosted.  This winter, three non-profit organizations chose O/W to be their holiday project, and as a result, a LOT of hands were on deck to help out.  I never could have possibly imagined that O/W could get this big, and I never could thank the people who were a part of this year's efforts enough.  Thank you thank you thank you to the Union of Vietnamese Student Associations (www.UVSA.org), Miss Vietnam of Southern California (www.tetfestival.com), and the Taiwanese American Professionals - LA (tap.tacl.org).


I also must express my deepest gratitude to Anthem Blue Cross, Diamond Wipes, the Los Angeles Sheriff's Department's City of Industry station, and every single person who has donated or helped out.  A couple of stories I want to share --


Anthem Blue Cross heard about my project when they came to my office for a meeting and saw the boxes of donations.  Lenny, Melinda, Tim, Shahram, & Debbie of the Anthem Blue Cross team then decided to take it upon themselves to collect items for Operation Warmth.  They then drove all of the items they collected from Newbury Park/Thousand Oaks to Hacienda Heights...which is over a 1.5 hour drive WITHOUT traffic.


Vivian, the COO of Diamond Wipes, heard about O/W and offered to donate antibacterial wipes to the shelters in need.  Boxes & boxes of wipes were then dropped off at my office!


Also, the LASD Industry station deputies, who I work with every year to coordinate logistics for the Lunar New Year events going on in Hacienda Heights, became involved by collecting items & helping me locate additional shelters in my area to reach out to.  Above & beyond their call of duty!


Special thanks also to Assemblymember Mike Eng, Congressman Adam Schiff's staffer Yvonne Hsu, and TAP-LA's President Connie Hwang, UVSA's Victor Nguyen-Lieu for your help & guidance!


Last but not least, I need to thank my colleagues at KCAL Insurance Agency.  Thank you for putting up with all of the donations I've been storing in the office, and for helping me answer questions asked by interested donors.  Thank you to Michelle for helping me contact the shelters when I was swamped, and to Shawn and Roy for always being on hand to help me carry the boxes & bags that I couldn't physically lift.  Most of all, thank you all for the moral support. 


From humble beginnings...to now.  I tear up every time I think about how far along Operation Warmth has come along.


I feel so blessed.  Happy Holidays.  <3



All the best,


Angela


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Ange's Top 10 Dance Tracks of 2010

In June 2010 I posted 10 songs in a "Note" on Facebook that were my "Top 10 of 2010" [house/electro].

Here's my "Year End" list...my true "Top 10 of 2010"
Notice that only one song from my original list made it to this one....

10.) Classixx - I'll Get You (Treasure Fingers Remix) [original was released in 2009]
do you like bass? do you, do you like bass?

9.) Afrojack - Pacha on Acid
this song just makes you want to BOUNCE.

8.) Pendelum - The Island (Steve Angello, AN21, Max Vangali Remix)
amazing build up!

7.) Duck Sauce - Barbra Streisand
woooowooooooowoooooowooooooowoooooowoooooooowooooooooooowoooooooooooo. BARBRA STREISAND. 

6.) Fedde Le Grand ft. Mr. V - Back & Forth (Fedde's Future Funk remix)
...back...dun dun dun dun....forth...

5.) Age of Love - Age of Love (Wippenberg Remix)
come on, dance with me, move your body & dance with me

4.) Adrian Lux - Teenage Crime (Axwell & Henri B Remode)
we don't sleep when the sun goes down...we don't waste no precious time....

3.) Tim Berg - Bromance (Avicii's Arena Remix)
I tend to just grin for no reason when this song gets played :) :) :)

2.) Dada Life - Unleash the F* Dada
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! enough said.

1.) Swedish House Mafia - One (Congorock Remix)
Jerry & I first heard this song 1 week before EDC, but couldn't find it anywhere. It was love at first listen. Then I heard this at EDC and cheered like crazy.  Heard this at Nocturnal and cheered like crazy.  Basically, I will cheer like crazy WHENEVER I hear this song.  This, my friends, is my song of 2010.

Music is love.

With love,

Ange ^_*--V

I'm Moving!!

After a little over a year living in my current apartment, I've really come to love my bachelorette pad.
If you've ever been to my place, you'll know just how much time and effort was put into decorating the walls & putting together the furniture.
True story -- all of the furniture that required assembly in my living room was put together solely by yours truly!  I love building stuff. :)

Many fun days & nights have been spent there, and many many many friends have crashed on my futon.
But alas, I am moving!

Anyhow, short blog entry.  Just wanted to throw it out there that I will be needing some help from friends (hiiiii, <wink>) in the next couple of weeks to get my stuff into my new place (which is less than half a mile away from my current place).

<nudge>  Any volunteers?
I'll pay you in wine, food, & hugs!

Too Funny of a Convo Not to Be Memorialized

in a conversation with one of my two "big brothers"...this came up:

 me: 
 you like em young!
 Brian:  i like em cute
i dont care about age
lol
well
as long as they're not chris hansen status
lol
 me:  chris hansen?
 Brian:  u know that show
to catch a predator
basically
as long as they're not illegal
is what was i sayng
lol
 me:  .........HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA